In the week and a half that I went mini-less, I also took the pledge and decided to forego Facebook until Easter. I've discovered something over the past week. I go crazy when I try not to do things. I compulsively do laundry and clean weird things. I order more yarn for more crocheting and knitting projects. I get cranky with co-workers. I get cranky with Alan and Buddy and...myself. I am quite surprised to learn that apparently I'm not a very disciplined person in some ways. I'm flittery! Who knew? Oh wait. I knew that before, hence the name of my blog, FlitterDee. Well, anyway, I'm happy to say I'm back. Back with my mini, back on Facebook, back to my version of normal.
I've been trying to write some of Mother's story so I can share that here. Mother isn't pleased with my work, however, so I'm having to rewrite. How do I know she's not pleased you ask? Well...let's just say she's woken me up three mornings in a row at an ungodly hour and let me know. Kids, if you think when your parents are gone that will end the instructions and nagging, I have bad news. They still do it! They get in your head and heart while you're young and they are there to stay! It's not all bad though. Honestly, when my mother makes her appearances in my dreams and psyche, it makes me ache with missing her all over again. Or laugh. Mother always had that affect on me. No one could make me laugh harder than Mother. There will be a rewrite of Mother's story forthcoming. As soon as she tells me what it is.
Mother, April 1984
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